The-Shadeling

Aug. 28th, 2010

Well, lots of things have happened since my last entry.

I'm 18 now. I feel older than dirt. =___=;; And I'm a college student too!! 8D English Lit here I come~!!

I'm enrolled as a full-time student, which means less internet time and less arts. *dodges tomato*

And I don't know if I have a job, but we'll find out as soon as the school sends me my financial aid form. Stupid school... >__>++

I'm trying to do more paintings too. What's everyone think of my last one I posted?

Well, wish me luck~!! *skips off*

~+~

"Men and women may die and turn to ash, but their memory still endures. Never allow anyone to tell you differently, my dear." Garth said harshly, stopping before a heavy door. He faced the small girl.
"B-but, what if we forget them? Are they lost forever then?" She piped, looking pale.
"All they need is one person to remember them. And that one person can sustain them forever."<i>

Status Report: Jan. 27th:

Nothing much to say, except I feel really shitty today.

Finals tomorrow. Gonna fail Calculus, I just know it.

Mom filled out my College apps for me today, and I feel really guilty for not helping her with them, because she does too much for me anyway and I can't ever pay her back enough for it.

Had someone cry on me today, so feeling obligatory sadness for her.

Still mad a some "nameless" people, because I can't ever let go.

Think both of my dearest friends are mad at me, and I can't ask them why, because then I really look like a bad friend.

I miss my baby. So much right now....just wish you were here with me.

Losing faith in society again because Mr. martin had us discuss racism in sociology.

Messed up my back, can't sleep well on it.

Wish I could help, but I'm one person.

Feels like....I'm just powerless to do anything, to help anybody

But then again, who wants help from me?

-Over and Out,

          Shadeling



People who I owe stuff:

- Ideating

-Inking

- Ideating

- Ideating

Shade's Status Report: October 13th

Not much to report on my end, as of late. I got my cavity drilled, with was the most epic experience EVER. MY WHOLE LOWER LEFT SIDE OF MY LIP WAS NUMB FOR AN HOUR. 8D And it's a porcelain filling, son no one can see it. 8(

I've been having really bad mood swings lately at school too. Like on Thursday last week, I felt really upset in my T.A. period. It was severe enough and bad enough where I almost started crying. 8o

OH AND I HAVE EPIC NEWS OF EPIC THINGS!!

Brittney's coming over on Friday.

And I drew a Totoro on my hand today. It's so cute~~

OBLIGATORY MEME POST:

Jack'd from Blues-Antenna


1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. How have I affected you?

5. What do you think of me?

6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

7. How long do you think we will be friends?

8. Do you love me?

9. Do you have a crush on me?

10. Would you kiss me?

11. Would you hug me?

14. Physically, what stands out?

15. Emotionally, what stands out?

16. Do you wish I was cooler?

17. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? (( >_>;; ))

18. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

19. Am I lovable?

20. How long have you known me?

21. Describe me in one word.

22. What was your first impression?

23. Do you still think that way about me now?

24. What do you think my weakness is?

25. Do you think I'll get married?

26. What makes me happy?

27. What makes me sad?

28. What reminds you of me?

29. If you could give me anything what would it be?

30. How well do you know me?

31. When's the last time you saw me?

32. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

33. Do you think I could kill someone?

34. Do you think I would kill someone?

35. Are you going to put this on your deviant journal and see what I say about you?


I'm interested to see the results.

-Over and Out,

          Shadeling



People who I owe stuff:

- Ideating

-Inking

- Ideating

- Ideating

Shade's Status Report: September 15th

So, some very noteworthy things have been happening over on my end lately...

First and foremost, I have started school again. Which sucks. Royally. Because half of my friends have graduated, my schedule's like a bad rubik's cube with peanut butter in the gears, and I broke up with my boyfriend. *sighs heavily* And as fate would have it, he's in two of my classes, and he has the gall to sit next to me in one of them. *breaks a podium*

On a more medical note, I need to have my wisdom teeth pulled and get a cavity drilled. Which only kinda sucks because I get to get off from school for like... 2-3 days for my wisdom teeth. 83

And I recently got some wonderful goodies from my dear Blues-Antenna. She got me some Ramune (which I'm hoarding and doling out to myself very slowly.) and a really cute version of Thumbellina. (I fucking love Thumbellina and fairy tales, btw.) So that was epically awesome.

OH OH OH. And I might be going to a Ren Faire on Saturday!!!! Last Ren faire I went to was so much win you don't even KNOW!! 8D AND THIS TIME I'M WEARING A COSTUME.Which makes it doubly awesome, and possibly very warm. @^X

AND NOW, CHARACTER INFO FOR ANYONE WHO CARES.

Disclaimer: Although Lucien is not my character birthed from my own mind, I have rped him on several occasions due to my own insecurities about my own characters. After doing more 'fleshing out' for him and my various other characters, he has become one of my regular victims in my various rps. And he may or may not resemble the man most of you Oblivion fans recognize, but I don't really care.

Lucien Lachance:

Lucien has been used in two rps.

1. His love interests include D-Z and Martin-[From an epic crack rp with Dreamsprite]

2. He's currently dating D-Z, and Martin's depends on the RP. [Martin: ]

3. Very aloof and stand-offish at first. Always rigidly formal until he's familiar with the people around him. Plays with knives and sharp things when he's nervous or bored. Doesn't show affection in public. [D-Z: Very true. >8I]

4. He's a human, and for the purposes of all the rps, he's an imperial/breton mix.

5. He's about 6'2", built in a wiry sort of way. And he's still got his ponytail and stubble. Because stubble's awesome on assassins.

6. He's a man. Very much so. Even if he did make out with a guy. But everyone knows Martin's practically a girl. [Martin: HEY!!]

7. The specifics usually change, but his part in Oblivion stays the same because I'm lazy like that.

8. He's usually set at 35-ish.

Kakitaka "Katie" Leopold Kurazhugawa:

Katie's been used in one rp.

1. His love interest is Blues-Antenna's Gei.

2. He and Gei are currently living together. [Katie: Yeah~ |3 ]

3. He's very outgoing. Cracks jokes, usually inappropriate ones. Very positive, but reverts to child-like syntax when upset. Shows off his goods, AKA goes shirtless on warm days.

4. He's an imph, a member of a race of cat-people in my story.

5. Basically, he looks like D-Z, but with red-orange markings and a mecha eye.[Katie: She's lazy and hasn't drawn me on the web. 8I ]

6. He's a man. Even moreso than Lucien. 'Cept he's very much in love with a dude.

7. The only definite thing in his back story is that he's a DJ and a model. And he's D-Z's older brother.

8. He looks 25, but he's 425. [D-Z: Damn you...]

I'll post the rest in a few days, my wee meat-pies~

Shade's Status report: July 31st

Well, lotsa stuff has been going on over here lately.

My birthday was on the 5th, which was spent with and (via internet for Brit) I had heaps of fun~ My dad bought me a wireless mouse and TES 4: Knights of the Nine expansion pack, Napalm's still</b> working on my present (which is okay 'cos hers isn't done yet), my sister got me FIRGGIN' POCKY *omnomnom*, and *isn't sure if this counts* made me a mod that makes your charrie in Oblivion LOOKLIKELUCEINLACHANCE .

My younger sister went to Europe for a music thing. *is still very jealous* She went all over the place. She loved Switzerland, said that France was pretty, but "the frogs are snobs." (Sorry my little French meat pies). She brought me a scarf from Paris, chocolate from Switzerland, and a shirt from Zermant.

AND WE MOVED. 2 blocks.

IGOTTAHOTUBNAOW~~~

Get Featured!

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THE RULES:

1. Leave a comment on this journal, and I'll feature three or so pieces from your gallery.

2. The only catch to this is that you then have to do a feature journal, too! Traditionally, featuring me on it to start with, and then the first dozen or so people who write you a comment.

SLOTS OPEN: 8

1).

blues-antenna.deviantart.com/a… An excellent example of Brit's talent with portraits of her characters, a skill that is a lot harder than it looks, believe me.

blues-antenna.deviantart.com/a… I watched her make this one. What I really love about it is her pastel color pallet that she used when coloring them, because I very rarely ever see traditional media artist use pastel tone anyomre.

blues-antenna.deviantart.com/a… This one cracks me up. Every time I look at it, I have to fight the urge to laugh at the poor victim's plight. *looks and an snorts out loud*

2).

yuui-sensei.deviantart.com/art… + yuui-sensei.deviantart.com/art… *photography nerd squee* I love the tungsten (on the original) and the low lighting used on this photo. I also love the muted appearance to the colors, and the shortened depth of field are used expertly here. Both conceptually and technically, these are beautiful images. Together, I feel that they show how post-production can be used properly, without taking away from the original image as well.

yuui-sensei.deviantart.com/art… There's something about this image that just makes me smile. For being a quick snapshot taken by a friend of herself, it reads as much more than what it began as.

yuui-sensei.deviantart.com/art… I'm picking this one 'cos it looks so good right now. Srsly.

-Over and Out,

          Shadeling



People who I owe stuff:

- Ideating

-Inking

- Ideating

- Ideating