Read this in 's journal, and felt it was my obligation to agree with her and post it. And what better journal to do it in that this one~~

Okay, I have no care if you reply to this.
The only reason I did it was for a friend.
I know all of you are my true friends and the only reason to look below if you are one of the people who are involved in this chain letter.

YOU DONT NEED TO PROVE ANYTHING TO ME
DONT FEEL LIKE I WANT YOU TO REPOST THIS

No offense, but ... There are some people who are getting too fake on dA. They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and re-post in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Re-post this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends"

That is all.

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Just a general update, of sorts. 8(

Well, life's been both exceptionally wonderful, and hopelessly shitty.

Herein Layeth Shade's Angst:

My grandpa, who's been a smoker all his life, was diagnosed with a pretty sucky lung condition.(Who's special name escapes me at the moment.) What's going on in his lungs is the bronchioles won't contract when air is taken in the the lungs. The capillaries can still absorb the oxygen, but the oxygen isn't going into the air sacs properly.

Well, so what the doctor told him he needs to quit smoking, otherwise he will die. 8(

So, this all happened a few months ago, he quit smoking, and it all seemed sunny. Well, so on Valentine's Day, my aunt calls us to say hi and thank us for a package we sent them. Her and my mom talk for EVER, and then my mom's like, "We'll g2g...", and my aunt goes, "Okay byez, oh, and Dad's smoking again."



I'm just so pissed off that this happened. I mean, he was doing stellar for a few months, with a few rough days here and there, we don't hear 'bout it much, and then my aunt tells my mom that he's smoking again, and she's got no clue why. Meanwhile, my mom's kinda ticked, 'cos my grandma's not really saying much about it, and that's not helping.



As if there wasn't enough on my plate already, my boy had surgery on Thursday. He was all freaked out Wednesday 'cos some dipshit in his history class decided that it would be funny to mention that there have been cases in which people wake up under that anesthesia during surgery and can't move, but feel it going on. So, I had to talk him down about that.

Then, he calls me yesterday night, to tell me it all went fine, and he sounded so beat on the phone. I told him to stay home today, 'cos he was having trouble moving around and stuff, and he was all doped up on painkillers, so he was pretty out of it. So, he stayed home today, and he's feeling better now, but wee agro Shade misses him so. 8(

And, I'm sick of slow people in the hallways at school, but that is immaterial.

And now, Shade apologizes for this wonderful eyebleed of a journal:

...And other stuffs.

I apologize to all who wasted their time reading my angsty, melodramatic journal. I just wanted to rant to someone...ANYONE....about my problems. Eet has made wee Shades feel better.

I'm sorry that I've been offline/lurking silently for the past few weeks. This stuff with my grandpa isn't a good excuse, and other stuff at school's been going on, giving wee Shade more stress than she wants or needs. 8(

And to my RL corespondents, I know I've been a pain-in-the-ass lately, and I'm sorry I've been AFK from several things (you know what these are), and I feel shitty that I've snapped at some of you, and I know it's wrong of me to do it (and type it on my dA), But I feel better just, sorta saying out loud.

And now, we end on a slightly less dank note:

I'm going to be posting shiz later in March, keep you eyes peeled. 8)

-Sincerely yours,

Shadeling



People who I owe stuff:

- Ideating

-Inking

- Ideating

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